Insomnia

Every single tortured night
I find myself screaming awake
Every time I envision myself
With not a single meaning
Can I find a way out of here?
Can I escape from this pain?
What is the fix for nothingness
To stop myself screaming awake

Every single tortured day
I find myself darting each way
Every time I envision myself
Lying in a dash of my pain
Can I find a way out of here?
Can I escape from anguish?
Who is out there to help me
To stop myself screaming awake

Every single tortured night
I find myself screaming awake
Every time I envision myself
Glazed in my terror sweats
Can I find a way out of this?
Can I escape from this pain?
Where can I run away to
To stop myself screaming awake

Every single tortured day
I find myself wanting to fade
Every time I envision myself
Once again screaming awake
Can I find a way out of this?
Can I escape from anguish?
What can I do for myself
To stop myself screaming awake

Awake
Awake
Awake

Help me

The Dove

If my heart speaks in deafening volumes; I love you.
If I turn back time to make things right; I love you.
If I make a sacrifice every single moment for you; I love you.
If the world doesn't understand what we feel; I love you.
And if every single time I am lifted in your presence; I'll love you always.

If the tremors in my hands intensify in your gaze; I love you.
If the high and low forecasts in our wake don't stop me; I love you.
If I dedicate myself to uphold your acceptance in me; I love you
If everyone in the world could hear me, I'd shout it; I love you.
And if every single time I am lifted in your presence; I'll love you always.

The dove flies every day for me.