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Sunday, July 5, 2009

Hays' Legacy

Leave in state

Of burden

And hate

Bleeding stain

Of burden

And hate


All lives decay

In rain

Insane

And still they pray

In rain

Insane


Little city on water

Now a wilted flower

Little city on water

Once drawn by your power


Raise a tsunami

The sea

It weeps

Nothing for me

The sea

It weeps


People in despair

Charles' dream

Broken

As cynics, stare

Charles' dream

Broken


Little city on water

Now a wilted flower

Little city on water

Once drawn by your power

The passing of each hour

Makes you more sour

Little city on water


Is this Hays' dream?

What does it all mean?

Take it to heart

For a new start


Little city on water

Now a wilted flower

Little city on water

Once drawn by your power

The passing of each hour

Makes you more sour

Little city on water


Is this Hays' dream?

My Sightly Sunset

Sitting there, my sightly sunset

Above the world you're content

You're leaving me in full wonderment

I'll need the sea's depths so to lament

Your startlingly dreamlike occurrence

Has found me deep in fulfillment


So like the dreams I've always had

Always there for me in good or bad

A jewel in a river; a diamond in the sand

In all of my dreams you hold my hand

And so I wish I could live in this trance

'Cause then my life would feel so grand


I'd like to live in your dreams for a night

And then these feelings will feel all right

So grateful to me you're my healing sight

I'll give the whole world to hold you tight

When I put my thoughts to it I think I might

Thus here I am, fancying you as I write


Your voice tames the seas and calms the land

And in all of my dreams you hold my hand

A jewel in a river; a diamond in the sand

To be with you my life would be so grand


Sitting there, my sightly sunset

Above the world you're content

Your startlingly dreamlike occurrence

Has found me deep in fulfilment

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Most Moody Songs (IMO)

Indeed, if I am in the appropriate mood, any one of these songs can possibly wring out tears in me. The first one usually works in doing so, as does the second.

1) Ascension of the Watchers - 'Moonshine' (Numinosum, 2008, Pop/Rock/Ambient)
2) Eric Clapton - 'Wonderful Tonight' (The Cream of Clapton, 1995, Soft Rock/Blues)
3) Boards of Canada - 'Dayvan Cowboy' [accompanied by official music video] (Trans Canada Highway, 2006, Ambient/Electronica)
4) Collective Soul - 'Hollywood' (Afterwords, 2007, Grunge/Pop/Rock)
5) Stevie Nicks & Don Henley - 'Leather & Lace' (Belladonna, 1981, Pop/Rock)

Sunday, June 28, 2009

The Everlastingly Annoying Question: "What was before the Big Bang?"

It's simple; anyone who asks this question is unenlightened...to a degree.

The most plausibly logical yet profoundly simple answer to that god damn silly question is this, "Matter." It's MATTER, folks, that was there before the big bang. But was it different? No. It's the same fucking matter that makes up this constantly changing universe we find ourselves in. What was at all different about it? Well, certainly not the MAKEUP of it; all of the things in matter now and in the future have always been there, but in different forms and distributions. You see, all that was remotely different about MATTER before the Big Bang was the distribution of matter. But it was so differently distributed from the Universe that we, ironically enough, just barely understand the limits of, that it is absolutely incomprehensible to the human mind.

Now, not all people who may feel the incessant need to ponder this (IMO) stupid fucking question are simply unenlightened, regardless of the degree of non-enlightenment. Indeed, some are actually trying to start comprehending whatever our feeble (and laughably over-confident) intellect can understand when it comes to the Universe. Yet the majority of those who would ask this tiring paradox have no real interest in whatever there was before the Big Bang. Creationist cretins, god fearing mind-slaves, reality-haters, skeptics of science, and other scientifically ignorant mindsets would be the typical ones to ask this god damn question. To them, you'd answer this same, "Matter." No further explanation is really necessary.

For those of you who have actually used your cognitive thinking abilities to a respectable extent, you already know that nothing that we know of in the Universe was created from nothing.The stars, the sun, the planets, the moon, the comets & asteroids, the things writhing around on the rare planets and moons; they are all from the same matter that has always made up the universe and the unknown space before the Big Bang. Yet a Creationist Cretin, for instance, would perpetually assert that, because of his/her or their ignorance, there was nothing before the Big Bang so essentially their argument becomes: Nothing created Something. This is from the same group of fuckwits who have tirelessly used the rebuked argument, "Nothing can't make nothing." Do they purposely put themselves in the 'self-humiliation' limelight with this circle argument shit or what?

Regardless, the essential moral of this story is, that matter is EVERYTHING. Yet we can't even imagine what it was really like before the Big Bang. Hence why that question is so easily capable of stumping even the greatest scientific minds in our species. Not only that, but we barely have a toe to stand on when it comes to the scope of our presently ever-changing universe, so how could we begin to comprehend the pre-Big Bang time? After all, each and every smallest bit of time that passes by as I write this, the Universe and the matter that makes up the universe has been further distributed whatever way it has been before each and every second that passes by.

What a fucking annoying, yet thought provoking question.

Friday, May 29, 2009

Carnal Angels

Carnal Angels

Passion they embody

Nothing to beg for

Taking it away for me


Not a harpy

But a harlot

Stroke me in my dreams

Persistence in their prodding


Shudder, not alone, stutter, moan a drone

Life means nothing to me in times like these


Carnal Angels

Satisfy my all needs

Spoken in lore

A figment of my dreams


Carnal Angels

Passion they embody

Nothing to beg for

Taking it away for me


Life means nothing to me in times like these


Carnal Angels

Seduce me completely

Voluptuous vixens

My desires replete


Shudder, not alone, stutter, moan a drone

Life means nothing to me in times like these

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Price

Living a life in love

It floats on by like a dove

Taken by graces

Bracing for a hold

Though it never ends

So the pain comes

And I've hit a standstill

Can barely attest to my will

lo and behold an irony

The figment unveils verity

And it is oh so...

Oh so cold...


It never ends

It never ends


Chained to you

Lost to you

Pained by you

It never ends


A lock and key

The spell was a vice

Vehicle of wisdom

Will I see it clearly?

Wake from a stupor

And stupid illusions

Soon it will reveal to me

That all is not what seems to be

If I am not drowned

In the cold truth

To which I am privy

And it is oh so...

Oh so cold...


It never ends

It never ends


Chained to you

Lost to you

Pained by you

It never ends


Where does the road lead?

Will I heal or will I bleed?

It never ends


I simply account for it all

For when I take a fall

I've given you every

Chance to see it through

And it has stricken me

If you feel pain

I feel it in attrition

Blurring my vision

Naiveté is not who I am

But I am just a man

And it is oh so...

Oh so cold...


It never ends

It never ends


Where does the road lead?

Will I heal or will I bleed?

It never ends

Life is Selfishness

"A living thing seeks above all to discharge its strength — life itself is will to power. Nothing else matters." - Friedrich Nietzsche

Every single thing we do is an extension of our selfishness, our will to survive and to gain. To survive is to gain, you must gain whatever you, the individual, feels is necessary. In our "moral" society, instead of primitive means of exerting our strength onto others and our environment (such as violence), we use what Neitzsche calls disguised forms of exerting our power. Altruism and sympathy are just two examples of our exertion manifestation in our "morally correct" society. Each one of these traits is really one's means of gaining praise or whatever other positive results for its ultimate benefit; because a being cannot benefit when its environment or its peers work against it's potential to gain.

We are completely incapable of practicing ideas that actually contradict selfishness, such as de facto Communism, Altruism, and other similar ideas. For a society to truly work as a communist governing system, each and every individual would need to put the needs and health of its peers above its own completely. Altruism is similar, but it is not an idea centered around governance; rather, it is one's apparent actions that benefit the needs and health of others at the behest of the "altruistic" individual. Alas, these are inalienably impossible ideas to make concrete in human affairs; we are truly selfish beings, out for our own needs before any others' needs. We share this with all other living organisms on the planet.

Hence, reproduction is another exertion of our selfishness. Selfishness is the will to survive, for if one is not selfish, they cannot see to it to survive another day. The mother's will to protect her young, for instance, is an exertion of their power; for her young is the receiving end of the exertion of her strength, and her young perpetuates the cycle of selfishness to which they contributed. Religious systems are also an extension of our will to power, as for one example with regards to religion, an individual or camaraderie of individuals exert their power over those who they control.

This logic stands firm, and provides a stark look at rebellion, or insurrection as it is properly termed, as even this collective action on part of at least one individual being is not immune to the cold truth of the cycle of life. It is in essence a means for at least one individual's quest to exert his or her strength over others for it's own gain. This is evident in the result of the French Revolution, where after the most powerful individual in France was relinquished of its strength, other individuals simply took on the power that was previously held and frowned upon by the collective peers of the country.

However, one cannot gain from exertion of power if they do not hold the positive reactions of their peers and/or the proper adaptation to its organic environment; as factors from either of these umbrella groups of factors can work against the individual's ultimate need for the assurance of it's own survival. In summary, each and every being must do everything it can for the sake of its own survival, as that is the most important protocol that runs in every single organism that has ever lived, and will ever live, in nature.