Night
The rain
Shining
Afterglow
Drenching
On-comers
Grief
Takes them
Thesis
Stands
So bleak
And I
Stand
Alone
Just
Like night
The night
Before
Last
Future
Empty
And I
Stand
Alone
Just
Like night
The night
Before last
Things stood
In same
Place
Meager
Alone
Just
Like last night
I stand here
Alone
Just like
Last night
Save me
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Monday, November 30, 2009
Saturday, November 28, 2009
You Bleed Black
I'll pick up my bones
Which you've picked apart
And be on my way
To give myself a new start
I've seen love there
But I saw more of the hate
I must get away
While you rot away in this state
Gather yourself
Gather your wits about you
Get together
Live together with yourself
I suffered from the fallout
Of the pain you feel
Understanding is all I sought
And nothing was real
There was nothing real between us
No, only a charade
Consider me a thorn if you must
I'm only a memory
It is you who rots away in this state
Gather yourself
Gather your wits about you
Get together
Live together with yourself
The roots of the problem
Lie within you
Nourish your roots
And you'll bloom beautifully
As of now
You bleed black
A sad black heart
...a sad black heart
Which you've picked apart
And be on my way
To give myself a new start
I've seen love there
But I saw more of the hate
I must get away
While you rot away in this state
Gather yourself
Gather your wits about you
Get together
Live together with yourself
I suffered from the fallout
Of the pain you feel
Understanding is all I sought
And nothing was real
There was nothing real between us
No, only a charade
Consider me a thorn if you must
I'm only a memory
It is you who rots away in this state
Gather yourself
Gather your wits about you
Get together
Live together with yourself
The roots of the problem
Lie within you
Nourish your roots
And you'll bloom beautifully
As of now
You bleed black
A sad black heart
...a sad black heart
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Welcome Driver (From Hell) Intro
Welcome Driver
Welcome Back
(repeat x3)
Tear me away, tear out my heart
I'm a sour thing, indulge in your bloodlust
Beast from the netherworld you rose up
Do to me what you do the best
Feast on my heart & soul, I want out
I want out
Under power, you seek me, for pleasure
Sedate your hunger with my anger
Before I take it out
On the world amongst us
Before I fade out with time
As my life is just rust
Welcome Driver
Welcome Driver
Welcome Driver
Welcome Driver
Welcome Back
From Hell
Welcome Back
(repeat x3)
Tear me away, tear out my heart
I'm a sour thing, indulge in your bloodlust
Beast from the netherworld you rose up
Do to me what you do the best
Feast on my heart & soul, I want out
I want out
Under power, you seek me, for pleasure
Sedate your hunger with my anger
Before I take it out
On the world amongst us
Before I fade out with time
As my life is just rust
Welcome Driver
Welcome Driver
Welcome Driver
Welcome Driver
Welcome Back
From Hell
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Deceitful
I am done
I've tried to help you
My hands reached out
I helped you be more than you are
I helped you do more than you could yourself
And all there is to show for it
Is malice and scorn
Your life is a lie
Punishment as crime
Where did we go wrong
Now I feel I am done
What did I do wrong
You allowed this to come
And now I'm done
Sever our ties
Every second that I feel them I break down
I've tried and tried
Yet you've lied to lie
I've tried to understand
I've tried to give another chance
To leave me tired and worn
Your life is a lie
Punishment as crime
Where did we go wrong
Now I feel I am done
What did I do wrong
You allowed this to come
Your life is a lie
Punished me for no crime
When did things go wrong
I feel I am done
What did we do wrong
You allowed this to come
And now I'm done
Done with you
Done with the lies
Done with the cries
Done with the knives
Punished me for so long
You allowed this to come
I've tried to help you
My hands reached out
I helped you be more than you are
I helped you do more than you could yourself
And all there is to show for it
Is malice and scorn
Your life is a lie
Punishment as crime
Where did we go wrong
Now I feel I am done
What did I do wrong
You allowed this to come
And now I'm done
Sever our ties
Every second that I feel them I break down
I've tried and tried
Yet you've lied to lie
I've tried to understand
I've tried to give another chance
To leave me tired and worn
Your life is a lie
Punishment as crime
Where did we go wrong
Now I feel I am done
What did I do wrong
You allowed this to come
Your life is a lie
Punished me for no crime
When did things go wrong
I feel I am done
What did we do wrong
You allowed this to come
And now I'm done
Done with you
Done with the lies
Done with the cries
Done with the knives
Punished me for so long
You allowed this to come
Monday, November 23, 2009
Confianza
I Say no to lust
Yet to you I am a monster
I only bare one mask to you
And still I am unworthy
There's no trust
You lack trust
I shamble along, waiting
Thinking all that's good of you
But I am cast aside
Even though you are my pride
Because there's no trust
You feel distrust
I gave my all
And for what remains
I feel accomplished, yet
Ungratefully so, you never
Ever seem to notice
Because you don't trust
You have no trust
I lie here in vain
What you feel brings me pain
You hold me with disdain
And it is my soul which you drain
There's no trust
You lack trust
For you I felt trust
And you broke it
Confianza, ido
Yet to you I am a monster
I only bare one mask to you
And still I am unworthy
There's no trust
You lack trust
I shamble along, waiting
Thinking all that's good of you
But I am cast aside
Even though you are my pride
Because there's no trust
You feel distrust
I gave my all
And for what remains
I feel accomplished, yet
Ungratefully so, you never
Ever seem to notice
Because you don't trust
You have no trust
I lie here in vain
What you feel brings me pain
You hold me with disdain
And it is my soul which you drain
There's no trust
You lack trust
For you I felt trust
And you broke it
Confianza, ido
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Vindicated/Sparkle of Tears
So you're done, you are done with me
Cast me out on my own
Played with my head, fucked around with me
Left me alone to drown
Took my heart, took my heart and killed it
So that I cannot live
Made me beg, made me beg forgiveness
What the hell did I do?!
Silent I'm caught without a clue
Never knew that you were so through
All of those times, what the hell did I do?!
Left me to die in the cold
Left me to die in this blistering wind
You cast me out
I'm not privy, not privy to my crimes
I plea for innocence
Took my heart, you took my heart away
And you crushed it alive
Had no trust, you had no trust to give
So you tested mine
I thought the love, I thought we loved each other
Then you cast me out
Silent I'm caught without a clue
Never knew that you were so through
All of those times, what the hell did I do?!
Left me to die in the cold
Left me to die in the blistering wind
You cast me out
What are the crimes I committed to receive
The vile contempt that you had for me
When you would lie and manipulate
I'd always cry in my mind's recesses!
Sparkle
I'd die inside when those sparkling tears
Ran down your face, your dear agony
Always destroyed me
Every time you would bleed
Deep down inside
I'd feel the pain take me away
The sparkle of your tears
WILL HAUNT ME FOR YEARS!
Silent I'm caught without a clue
Never knew that you were so through
All of those times, what the hell did I do?
Left me to die in the cold
Left me to die in the blistering wind
You cast me out
You cast me out
You cast me out
You cast me out
Sparkle...(sparkle of tears)
Cast me out on my own
Played with my head, fucked around with me
Left me alone to drown
Took my heart, took my heart and killed it
So that I cannot live
Made me beg, made me beg forgiveness
What the hell did I do?!
Silent I'm caught without a clue
Never knew that you were so through
All of those times, what the hell did I do?!
Left me to die in the cold
Left me to die in this blistering wind
You cast me out
I'm not privy, not privy to my crimes
I plea for innocence
Took my heart, you took my heart away
And you crushed it alive
Had no trust, you had no trust to give
So you tested mine
I thought the love, I thought we loved each other
Then you cast me out
Silent I'm caught without a clue
Never knew that you were so through
All of those times, what the hell did I do?!
Left me to die in the cold
Left me to die in the blistering wind
You cast me out
What are the crimes I committed to receive
The vile contempt that you had for me
When you would lie and manipulate
I'd always cry in my mind's recesses!
Sparkle
I'd die inside when those sparkling tears
Ran down your face, your dear agony
Always destroyed me
Every time you would bleed
Deep down inside
I'd feel the pain take me away
The sparkle of your tears
WILL HAUNT ME FOR YEARS!
Silent I'm caught without a clue
Never knew that you were so through
All of those times, what the hell did I do?
Left me to die in the cold
Left me to die in the blistering wind
You cast me out
You cast me out
You cast me out
You cast me out
Sparkle...(sparkle of tears)
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Viral Rape
Sickness encroaching on all forms of life
Destroying everything clean
It's a rape of everything that you know
Viral rape marauding
Smell the remains of the messy dead
Pulverize the senses
Desecration of everything that you know
Viral rape out of control
It's a disaster, it's a disaster
All our lives are in danger
We don't stand a chance
Viral rape destroys your senses
Hardly stopping in it's path of vengeance
Bred to kill everything of light
It's a rape of everything that you know
Viral rape marauding
Suffer slow death in pain overtaking
Such a grueling ordeal
Desecration of everything that you know
Viral rape out of control
It's a disaster, it's a disaster
All our lives are in danger
We don't stand a chance
Viral rape destroys your senses
No one's left, no one's left, no one's left, no one's left...
All are dead, all is lost, all are dead, all is lost...
Rape everything that you know
No one's left, no one's left
Viral rape gone out of control
All is lost, all are dead
DEAD!
It's a disaster, it's a disaster
All our lives are in danger
We don't stand a chance
Viral rape destroys your senses
It's a disaster, it's a disaster
All our lives are in danger
We don't stand a chance
Viral rape destroys your senses
No one's left, all is lost, all are dead...
Destroying everything clean
It's a rape of everything that you know
Viral rape marauding
Smell the remains of the messy dead
Pulverize the senses
Desecration of everything that you know
Viral rape out of control
It's a disaster, it's a disaster
All our lives are in danger
We don't stand a chance
Viral rape destroys your senses
Hardly stopping in it's path of vengeance
Bred to kill everything of light
It's a rape of everything that you know
Viral rape marauding
Suffer slow death in pain overtaking
Such a grueling ordeal
Desecration of everything that you know
Viral rape out of control
It's a disaster, it's a disaster
All our lives are in danger
We don't stand a chance
Viral rape destroys your senses
No one's left, no one's left, no one's left, no one's left...
All are dead, all is lost, all are dead, all is lost...
Rape everything that you know
No one's left, no one's left
Viral rape gone out of control
All is lost, all are dead
DEAD!
It's a disaster, it's a disaster
All our lives are in danger
We don't stand a chance
Viral rape destroys your senses
It's a disaster, it's a disaster
All our lives are in danger
We don't stand a chance
Viral rape destroys your senses
No one's left, all is lost, all are dead...
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Toxic
You're toxic, you touch me, I'll burn
Infect me, you're a wreck, I'll stay put
Stay away, sit and wish all that you can
I'll stay put, and stay away from you
You're toxic
Mark on my head, mind's full of dread
Your toxicity will be the end of me
I know your burning surface will cool
Until then I will stay away from you
You're toxic
Burn my flesh and make a wish
Will I be here?
Stay away, and I'll stay put
Away from you
Burn my flesh but make a wish
I won't be here!
Sustain yourself and I'll bleed
I know you would like that
Why so poisonous these days?
I'm not the one with burning anger
You're toxic
Give me a moment of peace
So as to look back to the good days
Once a time ago your touch was sweet
Now I cringe to be struck in malice
You're toxic
Burn my flesh and make a wish
Will I be here?
Stay away, and I'll stay put
Away from you
Burn my flesh but make a wish
I won't be here!
As you burn away my mind races
Where has this hate stemmed from?
I once loved your touch in a better time
Why do I have to fear you every day?
You're toxic, you touch me, I'll burn
Infect me, you're a wreck, I'll stay put
Stay away, sit and wish all that you can
I'll stay put, and stay away from you
You're toxic
Burn my flesh and make a wish
Will I be here?
Stay away, and I'll stay put
Away from you
Burn my flesh but make a wish
I won't be here!
Toxic!
Why do you burn to the touch?
Where has this hate stemmed from?
Why do I have to fear you every day?
Do you ever wonder, will I be here?
You're toxic
Infect me, you're a wreck, I'll stay put
Stay away, sit and wish all that you can
I'll stay put, and stay away from you
You're toxic
Mark on my head, mind's full of dread
Your toxicity will be the end of me
I know your burning surface will cool
Until then I will stay away from you
You're toxic
Burn my flesh and make a wish
Will I be here?
Stay away, and I'll stay put
Away from you
Burn my flesh but make a wish
I won't be here!
Sustain yourself and I'll bleed
I know you would like that
Why so poisonous these days?
I'm not the one with burning anger
You're toxic
Give me a moment of peace
So as to look back to the good days
Once a time ago your touch was sweet
Now I cringe to be struck in malice
You're toxic
Burn my flesh and make a wish
Will I be here?
Stay away, and I'll stay put
Away from you
Burn my flesh but make a wish
I won't be here!
As you burn away my mind races
Where has this hate stemmed from?
I once loved your touch in a better time
Why do I have to fear you every day?
You're toxic, you touch me, I'll burn
Infect me, you're a wreck, I'll stay put
Stay away, sit and wish all that you can
I'll stay put, and stay away from you
You're toxic
Burn my flesh and make a wish
Will I be here?
Stay away, and I'll stay put
Away from you
Burn my flesh but make a wish
I won't be here!
Toxic!
Why do you burn to the touch?
Where has this hate stemmed from?
Why do I have to fear you every day?
Do you ever wonder, will I be here?
You're toxic
Mind Over Matter Seems to Matter Most
I want a new path
One that's worth living
Kill that beast in me
Which has me slowly rotting
Bare to me fruits
Of wisdom today
Hurry I'm waiting
I am so starving
Power runs through me
But now that's dying
What am I to do
To keep myself from flipping
Bare to me fruits
Of wisdom today
Hurry I'm waiting
I am so starving
I'm so hungry and weak
The truth is tearing
At my mind and insides
Are you even listening?
Bare to me fruits
Of wisdom today
Hurry I'm waiting
I am so starving
Lock and key seals me
All of my making
What can I deliver
Is anyone even watching?
Bare to me fruits
Of wisdom today
Hurry I'm waiting
I am so starving
Ran away without a tune
My thoughts masquerading
As a saving grace
Nothing seems forgiving
Mind over matter seems to matter most
Yet I find myself always wishing
I'm in need of power and a voice
Or could I simply be dreaming?
Bare to me fruits
Of wisdom today
Hurry I'm waiting
I am so starving
Sing to me tunes
Of powerful voices
Hurry I'm waiting
I am starved
One that's worth living
Kill that beast in me
Which has me slowly rotting
Bare to me fruits
Of wisdom today
Hurry I'm waiting
I am so starving
Power runs through me
But now that's dying
What am I to do
To keep myself from flipping
Bare to me fruits
Of wisdom today
Hurry I'm waiting
I am so starving
I'm so hungry and weak
The truth is tearing
At my mind and insides
Are you even listening?
Bare to me fruits
Of wisdom today
Hurry I'm waiting
I am so starving
Lock and key seals me
All of my making
What can I deliver
Is anyone even watching?
Bare to me fruits
Of wisdom today
Hurry I'm waiting
I am so starving
Ran away without a tune
My thoughts masquerading
As a saving grace
Nothing seems forgiving
Mind over matter seems to matter most
Yet I find myself always wishing
I'm in need of power and a voice
Or could I simply be dreaming?
Bare to me fruits
Of wisdom today
Hurry I'm waiting
I am so starving
Sing to me tunes
Of powerful voices
Hurry I'm waiting
I am starved
Willcrusher
Hammer me down!
You walk all over me again
I'm your happy doormat
How can you understand
If you never appreciate me?
I don't expect a reprimand
I don't even hold demands
I just want you to appreciate me
For who I am
Hammer me down!
Things go complicated
When I treat you the way you need
Took all that you wanted
Then you dispose me when not in need
Please
Listen to me when I speak
In my sincerity I need
To give you everything I can
Cut my will down if you must
I'm a human with so much trust
I have so much to give
And maybe as long as you live
You can't have me
Hammer me down!
Things go complicated
When I treat you the way you need
Took all that you wanted
Then you dispose me when not in need
Please
Can you not see what's there?
How much of my heart can you spare?
Why must you make this hard?
With you I am willing to go so far
But I can only go as long as I can
Before I have to make my choice
So...Hammer me down!
Things go complicated
When I treat you the way you need
Took all that you wanted
Then you dispose me when not in need
Things go complicated
When I treat you the way you need
Took all that you wanted
Then you dispose me when not in need
In your greed
Killing me
You walk all over me again
I'm your happy doormat
How can you understand
If you never appreciate me?
I don't expect a reprimand
I don't even hold demands
I just want you to appreciate me
For who I am
Hammer me down!
Things go complicated
When I treat you the way you need
Took all that you wanted
Then you dispose me when not in need
Please
Listen to me when I speak
In my sincerity I need
To give you everything I can
Cut my will down if you must
I'm a human with so much trust
I have so much to give
And maybe as long as you live
You can't have me
Hammer me down!
Things go complicated
When I treat you the way you need
Took all that you wanted
Then you dispose me when not in need
Please
Can you not see what's there?
How much of my heart can you spare?
Why must you make this hard?
With you I am willing to go so far
But I can only go as long as I can
Before I have to make my choice
So...Hammer me down!
Things go complicated
When I treat you the way you need
Took all that you wanted
Then you dispose me when not in need
Things go complicated
When I treat you the way you need
Took all that you wanted
Then you dispose me when not in need
In your greed
Killing me
Saturday, November 7, 2009
These Crying Eyes
All your infernal pleasures come to true life
In the form of punishments from your peers
You take and take and we give and give to you
See the reaction you get when you abuse us?
Lie for all life and you'll die without truth
What goes 'round comes 'round fully fits you
I'm are losing patience
I'm are making amends
With your spinal knives
So hateful with your lies
Which never end
Which never end
Liar!
Disappear your deception and you'll be resurrected
Too selfish to live amongst your fellows for our liking
Full months of destruction of friendships to spare
Yourself from a fictional wrath of our reaction
Where's this reaction that you so dearly fear?
If you knew us you'd have nothing to fear and maim!
I'm losing patience
I'm making amends
With your spinal knives
So hateful with your lies
Which never end
Which never end
Liar!
You killed me once
You'll kill me twice
Despite the love I offer you
You return to me with lies
YOU KILLED ME ONCE
YOU'LL KILL ME TWICE
DESPITE THE LOVE I OFFER YOU
YOU RETURN TO ME WITH LIES!
These crying eyes!
I'm losing patience
I'm making amends
With your spinal knives
So hateful with your lies
Which never end
Which never end
Which never end
Which never end
Liar!
Do you see these crying eyes!?
Took me for a fool despite my blessing!
You killed me once
You'll kill me twice
Look at my crying eyes!
And live your lies!
Liar!
In the form of punishments from your peers
You take and take and we give and give to you
See the reaction you get when you abuse us?
Lie for all life and you'll die without truth
What goes 'round comes 'round fully fits you
I'm are losing patience
I'm are making amends
With your spinal knives
So hateful with your lies
Which never end
Which never end
Liar!
Disappear your deception and you'll be resurrected
Too selfish to live amongst your fellows for our liking
Full months of destruction of friendships to spare
Yourself from a fictional wrath of our reaction
Where's this reaction that you so dearly fear?
If you knew us you'd have nothing to fear and maim!
I'm losing patience
I'm making amends
With your spinal knives
So hateful with your lies
Which never end
Which never end
Liar!
You killed me once
You'll kill me twice
Despite the love I offer you
You return to me with lies
YOU KILLED ME ONCE
YOU'LL KILL ME TWICE
DESPITE THE LOVE I OFFER YOU
YOU RETURN TO ME WITH LIES!
These crying eyes!
I'm losing patience
I'm making amends
With your spinal knives
So hateful with your lies
Which never end
Which never end
Which never end
Which never end
Liar!
Do you see these crying eyes!?
Took me for a fool despite my blessing!
You killed me once
You'll kill me twice
Look at my crying eyes!
And live your lies!
Liar!
Friday, November 6, 2009
Comes Right Back
Suckin' us dry, and fuckin' us blind, is the way of the powers towering in the sky.
Whores to the greedy and thorns to the needy, I fuckin' long for the day when things go even.
Tax pot, & dope shots; you make drugs your fuck toys while the youth gets shot.
Cold blooded lizards in chairs and suits, poisoning our trees and making us eat the same fruits.
All the long while they are suckin' us dry, and fuckin' us blind, all in style in denial (won't you mind?).
Enough with the blame game, you're all just the same; I see right through you so you're just fuckin' lame.
It's the same old shit every fuckin' day, "he says, she says" it's all just hearsay.
Fucking me over with finances gone cold turkey, one day they'll want me to bend right over easy.
But I'll resist, I've got news for you shits; I burn away ignorance while you live in your bliss.
Maybe some day this fucked up cycle will end, and no, you wishers, this won't be no fucking god-send.
Their navels, their javelins; my answers to government will rock their world, I bleed for empowerment.
Maybe it's time to go all-out, but I'm behind. So there ain't no limit to the show I'll mastermind. In time...
I'll stop them from suckin' us dry, and fuckin' us blind, and take out the powers towering in the sky.
Whores to the greedy and thorns to the needy, I fuckin' long for the day when things go even.
Tax pot, & dope shots; you make drugs your fuck toys while the youth gets shot.
Cold blooded lizards in chairs and suits, poisoning our trees and making us eat the same fruits.
All the long while they are suckin' us dry, and fuckin' us blind, all in style in denial (won't you mind?).
Enough with the blame game, you're all just the same; I see right through you so you're just fuckin' lame.
It's the same old shit every fuckin' day, "he says, she says" it's all just hearsay.
Fucking me over with finances gone cold turkey, one day they'll want me to bend right over easy.
But I'll resist, I've got news for you shits; I burn away ignorance while you live in your bliss.
Maybe some day this fucked up cycle will end, and no, you wishers, this won't be no fucking god-send.
Their navels, their javelins; my answers to government will rock their world, I bleed for empowerment.
Maybe it's time to go all-out, but I'm behind. So there ain't no limit to the show I'll mastermind. In time...
I'll stop them from suckin' us dry, and fuckin' us blind, and take out the powers towering in the sky.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Circle of Life
The circle of life
Beauty speaks in the trees
You're my circle of life
I see your beauty in my dreams
It's useless to demean
The beauty in you that I see
Calls to me
The circle of life
Beauty sings in the leaves
You're my circle of life
I know your beauty out of my dreams
I feel the pattern from you
Complete me
The circle of life
And you
Beautifully complete me
Your beauty speaks to me
Through the wind, trees, & leaves
The circle of life
Is all I wish to see
Beauty speaks in the trees
You're my circle of life
I see your beauty in my dreams
It's useless to demean
The beauty in you that I see
Calls to me
The circle of life
Beauty sings in the leaves
You're my circle of life
I know your beauty out of my dreams
I feel the pattern from you
Complete me
The circle of life
And you
Beautifully complete me
Your beauty speaks to me
Through the wind, trees, & leaves
The circle of life
Is all I wish to see
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