My Heart's Raging Storm

Realization seeps in more
Of my recent mistakes
And a pain I've not felt before
Begot my every wake

I've lost myself a best friend
Through my every heart ache
The peak of an intractable trend
Had put our bond at stake

And for that I ride
My heart's raging storm

Riding the storm
Writhing the front
Bearing the brunt of my heart's storm
Not knowing right
From fucking wrong
Bearing the brunt of my heart's storm

Leaving the line
As my heart dominates
In an afflictive wake
The needs remain

Part of a life
Learning from aches
I've not been wise
Just give and take

Had I realized
How she needed space
I'd make up my mind
For both our sakes

Bearing the brunt of my heart's storm

Riding the storm
Writhing the front
Bearing the brunt of my heart's storm
Not knowing right
From fucking wrong
Bearing the brunt of my heart's storm

In our truest moments
I've come to feel whole
Lost in a sea of hope
I lost light of all the right choices

Ejecting my pride and joy
Into that wonderful soul
Had left me open to
My blindly controlling desires

Now that distance is made
I've got a chance for hope
To reshape the whole world
That I see for our love

And for that I ride
My heart's raging storm

Riding the storm
Writhing the front
Bearing the brunt of my heart's storm
Not knowing right
From fucking wrong
Bearing the brunt of my heart's storm
Running blind
Into a void
Bearing the brunt of my heart's storm
Had no control
In my life
Bearing the brunt of my heart's storm

My heart's raging storm
For now it rages on
For now it remains a thorn
In my side
I wish I'd have won

Bearing the brunt of my heart's storm