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Sunday, March 2, 2014

Word of Mouth #9: Nothing - "Guilty of Everything"

 


This release (out March 4th) is courtesy of Relapse records.

Now, a lot of people are probably on the fence about shoegaze - hell, many people probably have not the faintest clue what shoegaze even is. Well, for those amongst us who are privy to what it is, and how it stands out enough to be called a genre of rock, let's just consider why it may polarize listeners.

It's the heavily distorted, yet melancholic wailing guitars that permeate almost the entire aural experience. In effect, much of the material that can be considered shoegaze resembles what the ambient genre would be like if it were rock-based instead of electronica based. Instead of engineering and mixing tables, sampling and electronic-based instruments, you'd use guitars, drums, bass, and often vocal tracks. Cerebral yet primal.

What the hell does all that have to do with Nothing's upcoming release, Guilty of Everything? Well, this is a remarkable shoegaze release. As I stream the album, with its droning yet consistent quality (such is the magic of shoegaze, which allows for more atmospheric, drawn-out experiences compared to the chaotic stops & turns of hardcore and metalcore), I find myself enamored with all of the sounds contained within. There's nothing like listening to an album that draws you in and doesn't let go until it is all over, and you want to listen again. That's this album in a nutshell. 

The album is streaming, entirely free, on NPR.org's streaming service. The link is to be found above. If you've not yet given it a click, then please do so. It'll dazzle you like it is dazzling me (not sure what track I currently am on, given that I chose to stream the entire album, which is a 38+ minute endeavor). Oh, and it releases on March 4th via Relapse records, just so you can consider clunking your hard-earned money into rewarding these guys for their artistry.


Sunday, May 23, 2010

So Old, So Cold

Take my skin, and live it a lifetime unlike me
Today it feels so hollow and empty of joy
That's when I realize where I'm going
It just seems so unfair to me is all

I have to bear with the truth, I'm so old
I'm so in need of meaning, I'm so cold
When I die, remember me
I've lived my life to the bitter end

I'm so old, and so cold

With the way I've lived, one would feel so hopeless
At this moment I'm in drowning in misery
Mortified at the thought of the end of my life
It just seems that I couldn't be what I wanted to be

I have to bear with the truth, I'm so old
I'm so in need of meaning, I'm so cold
When I die, remember me
I've lived my life to the bitter end

I'm so old, and so cold

Take my skin and take it to places I've never been
That's my regret
To never embrace
The possibilities

With the way I've lived, just the thought is torturous
That's my crime
To myself
Now it's too late to do it again

I have to bear with the truth, I'm so old
I'm so in need of meaning, I'm so cold
When I die, remember me
Now to bear with the truth, I'm so old
So in need of meaning, I'm so cold
When I die, remember me
I've lived my life where I could never be
All that was possible

Bring Down Our Berlin Wall

The wall is ominous
It's all that separates us
I've unfurled my sickles and hammers
To strike it down
Built from your trauma
It displaces our love
The time we found each other
Now seemingly gone
The wall is oppressive
It's what distances us
From whatever hearts we're made of
Won't you help strike it down
It guards your soul
The feelings we have for each other
Now lost in the unknown

The wall is spiteful
It's the thorn in our sides
Why do you lack the mutual effort
To help do it away
My hands are breaking
It eats at my longing
For time we could spend together
Now under lock and key
The wall is maddening
My Goliath, your David
I've unsheathed my utmost will
To bring it down
A part of your weakness
That keeps you from growing
And giving us the chance
To be happy together

I've unfurled my sickles and hammers
I've unsheathed my utmost will
Why can't you help me
Bring down our Berlin Wall

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Light My Fire

Breathe deep, breathe deep
And light my fire
I'm just mere kindling
Waiting for your blazing eyes

Look in, look into my eyes
And you'll realize
I'm a flame yet to live
Waiting for your tender skin

Don't you see everything
I am all that you await
Set me aflame
Make me feel alive

Breathe deep, breathe deep
And light my fire
I'm just mere kindling
Waiting for your blazing eyes

Look deep, look deep
Into my eyes
I'm a pyre yet to blaze
Waiting for your tender skin

Don't you see everything
I am all that you await
Set me aflame
Make me feel alive
And in my warmth
I'll breathe you new life

Friday, April 16, 2010

Together & Forever

There's nothing better
When we're together
Blink of eyes
As two turns to one
Stretch the smiles
As the spark is done
Our link is deep
The work is steep
Contend no more
We've been there before
Our auras are shining
In our wake
If the gods are smiling
It's of our make
There's nothing better
When we're together
We're linked at center
Together & Forever
We're linked at center
Together & Forever

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Three Long Months

Three long months
The harrowing thoughts
And the best of yesterday
All in those months
The journey with you
Went every which way
And I would never want
It to have happened otherwise
All in those months
I learned of you
I learned of myself
What I feel for you
Words can't describe enough
As I have been granted
All of you
Your face
Your smile
Your happiness
My joy
I couldn't ask for better
All of you
Your grace
Your heart
Your happiness
My joy
In those long three months
Through the harrowing thoughts
I thought of you
Of the goodness
Of the positives
Of the possibilities
Of you, my everything
I couldn't ask for better
As I have been granted
You as a boon
Through the thick and thin
I always felt the joy in;
Your face
Your smile
Your happiness
My joy
Your grace
Your heart
Your happiness
My joy

I couldn't ask for better
I wouldn't ask for anything else
But you by my side
I love you

Saturday, April 10, 2010

End Of The Line

End of the line, trudged on through time
I've lost my mind through death's grim signs
Sated my taste to take the battle on
The spoils of the end are curiosity's son
I led a life of stories so far & wide
By effort I avoided the ominous tide
It all came to this, visage of final bliss
Never came, and I felt shame; I played a game
The game of the illusory comfort
To hold my sanity together in fort
And by this day I have reached
Come this day truth we all seek
End of the line, trudged on through time
I've lost my mind through death's grim signs

Friday, April 9, 2010

Cyber-Veneer

The distance in wires
Isolates me
What I want to grasp
Is far away
A simple sentence
Is never enough
I want the closeness
Once again

You're so far away
Behind the screen
I want to be close
Closer to you

The truth in characters
Obliterates me
What I want to know
Is hardly real
A simple single click
Should heal me
I want the closeness
Again & again

You're so far away
Behind the screen
I want to be close
Closer to you

You're so unreal
Behind the words
I want to know you
Know all I need

You're so far away
Too far away for me
I want to be close
Close with you

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Insomnia

Every single tortured night
I find myself screaming awake
Every time I envision myself
With not a single meaning
Can I find a way out of here?
Can I escape from this pain?
What is the fix for nothingness
To stop myself screaming awake

Every single tortured day
I find myself darting each way
Every time I envision myself
Lying in a dash of my pain
Can I find a way out of here?
Can I escape from anguish?
Who is out there to help me
To stop myself screaming awake

Every single tortured night
I find myself screaming awake
Every time I envision myself
Glazed in my terror sweats
Can I find a way out of this?
Can I escape from this pain?
Where can I run away to
To stop myself screaming awake

Every single tortured day
I find myself wanting to fade
Every time I envision myself
Once again screaming awake
Can I find a way out of this?
Can I escape from anguish?
What can I do for myself
To stop myself screaming awake

Awake
Awake
Awake

Help me

The Dove

If my heart speaks in deafening volumes; I love you.
If I turn back time to make things right; I love you.
If I make a sacrifice every single moment for you; I love you.
If the world doesn't understand what we feel; I love you.
And if every single time I am lifted in your presence; I'll love you always.

If the tremors in my hands intensify in your gaze; I love you.
If the high and low forecasts in our wake don't stop me; I love you.
If I dedicate myself to uphold your acceptance in me; I love you
If everyone in the world could hear me, I'd shout it; I love you.
And if every single time I am lifted in your presence; I'll love you always.

The dove flies every day for me.

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Gone To The Next Day

The past mistakes
My weapons, my aces

The best places
My heartache rages

And here I go again
Into the unknown
Where I will go
No one will know

The worst faces
New-found relationships

The next days
Keep me on my way

And here I go again
Into the unknown
Where I will go
No one will know

My past mistakes
Worst met faces
Prove to be my weapons
Prove to be my aces

Into the unknown
Into the unknown
Into the unknown
Into the unknown

Henceforth I go

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Without Your Senses

Slither sense of innocence
What you once never had
Dim all you had once meant
To seek and fight for, my lad
There's a sea beyond us all
Found yonder only in your mind
Courage is needed, break the wall
To love the time you spend alive

Slip away sense of darkness
Penumbra contrast to despair
Always there for you to harness
In the time you breathe the air
There's a sea beyond us all
Found yonder only in your mind
Courage is needed, break the wall
To love the time you spend alive

Sloshed in sense of tension
Can't keep you fast in the line
Same to me, for why I mention
Felt all the same in the life of mine
There's a sea beyond us all
Found yonder only in your mind
Courage is needed, break the wall
To love the time you spend alive

Sliding sense of wisdom
Only if your mind knows of it
To achieve is to find freedom
So easy for us all to miss
There's a sea beyond us all
Found yonder only in your mind
Courage is needed, break the wall
To love the time you spend alive

Love is life...love is life
Love your life...break the wall

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Claim Me

 So close to home, close to my blackened heart
The burden of truth on my horrid voracity
Hit me hard and swift, upon sight of innocence
I had to resist, I couldn't take the life of a kid

For death is my only friend
As I've brought many lives to an end...

I'm sinking into this ever deepening abyss
I believe in the karma that is coming my way
I'm sinking into this ever deepening abyss
I know I will see the face of death I truly deserve

For death is my only friend
As I've brought many lives to an end...

So I welcome you, taker of souls replete with sin
I'm far too inhumane to coexist
With those whose humanity I had once shared
I had to resist, I couldn't take the life of a kid

For death is my only friend
As I've brought many lives to an end...

I'm sinking into this ever deepening abyss
I believe in the karma that is coming my way
I'm sinking into this ever deepening abyss
I know I will see the face of death I truly deserve

For death is my only friend
As I've brought many lives to an end...

My abyss, from the blackest pit of my being
Consumes me in the time where truth has hit
I can't live anymore
I can't know anymore
I can't accept anymore
The monster I've become

For death is my only friend
As I've brought many lives to an end...

I'm sinking into this ever deepening abyss
I believe in the karma that is coming my way
I'm sinking into this ever deepening abyss
I know I will see the face of death I truly deserve

My abyss claims me
Consumes me from dark truth
I am a monster
I am a monster...

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Washed Of Weeping Days

Keep your weeping inside
Now is your time
Now is man's time
To shine a light on hope

Living in style

Living easy life

Can take its toll on you

When things turn down

You hold the key
Every single second
It's inside of you
It's inside of us

Living in style

Living easy life

Can take its toll on you

When things turn down

So soon
So soon it'll all come around
So soon
So soon it'll all come around
So soon
So soon it'll all come around
So soon
So soon and we will all see

Life can take its toll on you

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Charm

Madam Starlight
You're so bright
Lay unto me

Your charm...

The every night
I catch a glimpse of you
Your very light
Works to help me through
The bustling days
My every day
Don't go away
Don't go away

Madam Starlight
You're so bright
Lay unto me

Your charm...

Grab hold of us
With your charm
Take hold of us
Light so warm

Madam Starlight
You're so bright
Lay unto me

Madam Starlight
You're so bright
Lay unto me

Your charm...

Sunday, March 21, 2010

GAD

Don't you worry
You can't know of everything
And the worst doesn't always happen
So don't you worry

See through to positive
See through to the best
Keep your cool
Keep it real

And don't you worry

If It's Not Made In Heaven

If it's not made in heaven...

You think grand, you know what you want
Seen a future with someone you love
It's true, and only true if you want it to be
And if you need, I'll be there always by your side

That's the truth, for love is life
But as with anything
Nothing comes easily

If it's not made in heaven
Don't let that stop you
For if you hang in there
The love you seek will find you
Nothing comes so easily
The best in life doesn't come
If it's not made in heaven

You know who your heart is for, she's the one
Only think of the good things that could come
Love the every moment that you get
If you persevere, the goodness will be with you

That's the truth, for love is life
And as with anything
Nothing comes easily

If it's not made in heaven
Don't let that stop you
For if you hang in there
The love you seek will find you
Nothing comes so easily
The best in life doesn't come
If it's not made in heaven

She's the one, let her feel you
Let her know who you are
Nothing comes easily
Nothing comes so easily

The best in life doesn't come
If it's not made in heaven

Thursday, March 11, 2010

So Many Questions In Life

"What am I?"
What you wish to be

"Who are you?"
A friend or an enemy

"Where to go?"
Where the river flows

"When I'll know?"
Only you will know

"How can I stand on my two feet
After my energy seems replete?"
You've seen so much hardship
Been through so much heartache
I can only give you the best tips
That I know from my own mistakes

"What if my life turns around
And turns around again, back to hell?"
That will only happen if you let it
You've got to define your own way
It's easy to miss the path you've lit
But you're curious and that's okay

Tension In Chances

Senses
Tension in nests
Home
Gone in wind

Fight back
Don't give up
Unclear
Path is your's

Hard
Feel your misery
Rise
Take the chance

Senses
Mention of tense
Past
Haunts you now

Fight back
Don't you fear
Unsure
Path is your's

So hard
I feel your misery
Just rise
And take another chance

Monday, February 15, 2010

Taste Of Godflesh

Invoke the dead
Which won't stay down
Their last fated cries
You now hear

The taste
Of Godflesh
Stays trickling
In your mouth

Harbor a soul
In your eclipsing
Shamed arms
Void of power

The taste
Of Godflesh
Stays trickling
In your mouth

Medusa's touch
Like that of Midas
Crumbles them all
The beloved gone

Stroke the damned
Stillbirth passings
You're a beacon
Of this power

The taste
Of Godflesh
Stays trickling
In your mouth

Invoke the dead
Which won't get up
The last they've touched
Was your hand